Mixed feelings

Well Zack goes Monday afternoon to take his test for the Army and Tuesday he will be getting his physical done. It is really becoming a reality now. I am so very sad inside because i am going to miss my son so very much, but yet i am so very proud of him for the young man he is becoming and excited for his future! I dont really like these mixed feelings of sadness and happiness. But he is growing up and unfortunatly kids do grow up and we cant have them be little forever, wouldnt that be nice. I know he is excited and nervous also but i personally think he is more excited, probably because he wont have to do dishes around here anymore!! Well i think thats it for today. I will keep you updated how next week goes!